Kemarin siang.. someone called me. Awalnya ngobrol yang asyik-asyik, yang bisa bikin ketawa. Sampai kepada pertanyaan ... " Ma, tahu nama papa ga?" I mentioned his name correctly. The next question is .. do u know that I'm Christian? I was speachless! God.. He's afraid of something that make me afraid too :(
Suddenly, I can see all of the faces of my Ko Ichan, Risal, Abang, Ika psycho, mbak Eno .. and many more who had had any love story with someone whose different religion :( I still remember when Ko Ichan told me his feeling, when Risal hold my hand, when Ika asked me to be more carefull, ... and at that time .. I only smiled. I knew I'll be ok, and never get involved with that kind relation .. But now????
All I can do is crying.. God knows I really love him .. :(